Mood. Defined as a temporary state of mind or feeling, but depression doesn’t feel that way. It lasts for months. It is still temporary.
I have persistent depressive disorder (dysthymia) with episodes of major depression and Seasonal Affective Disorder.
It’s not in my nature to feel happy. I do have moments of happiness but they don’t last either. Nothing does.
Impermanence is another topic.
What do I want to say?
I don’t want to write about this after all. How terrible I felt about not finishing the book. How depressed I get about the climate. How final it all seemeddddddd.